Thrower nodded, but it was plain his mind was on something else. “Only twenty-five of these children?”

"It's the best I could do," said Cavil. "Even a Black woman can't make a baby right off after a birthing. "

“I meant– you see, I also had a visitation. It's the reason why I came here, came touring through Appalachee. I was told that I would meet a farmer who also knew my Visitor, and who had produced twenty-six living gifts to God.”

“Twenty-six.”

“Living.”

“Well, you see– well, ain't that just the way of it. You see, I wasn't including in my tally the very first one born, because his mother run off and stole him from me a few days before he was due to be sold. I had to refund the money in cash to the buyer, and it was no good tracking, the dogs couldn't pick up her scent. Word among the slaves was that she turned into a blackbird and flew, but you know the tales they tell.”

“So-twenty-six then. And tell me this– is there some reason why the name 'Hagar' should mean anything to you?”

Cavil gasped. “No one knows I called the mother by that name!”

“My Visitor told me that Hagar had stolen away your first gift.”

“It's Him. You've seen Him, too.”

“To me he comes as– not an overseer. More like a scientist– a man of unguessable wisdom. Because I am a scientist, I imagine, besides my vocation as a minister. I have always supposed that He was a mere angel– listen to me, a mere angel– because I dared not hope that He was– was the Master himself. But now what you tell me– could it be that we have both entertained the presence of our Lord? Oh, Cavil, how can I doubt it? Why else would the Lord have brought us together like this? It means that I– that I'm forgiven.”

“Forgiven?”

At Cavil's question, Thrower's face darkened.

Cavil hastened to reassure him. “No, you don't need to tell me if you don't want.”

“I– it is almost unbearable to think of it. But now that I am clearly deemed acceptable– or at least, now that I've been given another chance– Brother Cavil, once I was given a mission to perform, one as dark and difficult and secret as your own. Except that where you have had the courage and strength to prevail, I failed. I tried, but I had not wit or vigor enough to overcome the power of the devil. I thought I was rejected, cast off. That's why I became a traveling preacher, for I felt myself unworthy to take a pulpit of my own. But now–”

Cavil nodded, holding the man's hands as tears flowed down his cheek.

At last Thrower looked up at him. “How do you suppose our Friend meant me to help you in your work?”

“I can't say,” said Cavil. “But there's only one way I can think of, offhand.”

“Brother Cavil, I'm not sure if I can take upon myself that loathsome duty.”

“In my experience, the Lord strengthens a man, and makes it bearable.”

“But in my case, Brother Cavil– you see, I've never known a woman, as the Bible speaks of it. Only once have my lips touched a woman's, and that was against my will.”

“Then I'll do my best to help you. How if we pray together good and long, and then I show you once?”

Well, that seemed like the best idea either of them could think of right offhand, and so they did it, and it turned out Reverend Thrower was a quick learner. Cavil felt a great sense of relief to have someone else join in, not to mention a kind of peculiar pleasure at having somebody watch him and then watching the other fellow in turn. It was a powerful sort of brotherhood, to have their seed mingled in the same vessel, so to speak. Like Reverend Thrower said, “When this field comes to harvest, Brother Cavil, we shall not guess whose seed came unto ripeness, for the Lord gave us this field together, for this time.”

Oh, and then Reverend Thrower asked the girl's name. “Well, we baptized her as 'Hepzibah,' but she goes by the name 'Roach.'”

“Roach!”

“They all take animal names. I reckon she doesn't have too high an opinion of herself.”

At that, Thrower just reached over and took Roach's hand and patted it, as kindly a gesture as if Thrower and Roach was man and wife, an idea that made Cavil almost laugh right out. “Now, Hepzibah, you must use your Christian name,” said Thrower, “and not such a debasing animal name.”

Roach just looked at him wide-eyed, lying there curled up on the mattress.

“Why doesn't she answer me, Brother Cavil?”

“Oh, they never talk during this. I beat that out of them early– they always tried to talk me out of doing it. I figure better to have no words than have them say what the devil wants me to hear.”

Thrower turned back to the woman. “But now I ask you to speak to me, Roach. You won't say devil words, will you?”

In answer, Roach's eyes wandered upward to where part of a bedsheet was still knotted around a rafter. It had been raggedly hacked off below the knot.

Thrower's face got kind of sick-looking. “You mean this is the room where– the girl we buried–”

“This room has the best bed,” said Cavil. “I didn't want us doing this on a straw pallet if we didn't have to.”

Thrower said nothing. He just left the room, pretty quick, plunging outside into the darkness. Cavil sighed, picked up the lantern, and followed him. He found Thrower leaning over the pump. He could hear Roach skittering out of the room where Salamandy died, heading for her own quarters, but he didn't give no never mind to her. It was Thrower– surely the man wasn't so beside himself that he'd throw up on the drinking water!

“I'm all right,” whispered Thrower. “I just– the same room– I'm not at all superstitious, you understand. It just seemed disrespectful to the dead.”

These northerners. Even when they understood somewhat about slavery, they couldn't get rid of their notion of Blacks as if they was people. Would you stop using a room just because a mouse died there, or you once killed a spider on the wall? Do you burn down your stable just because your favorite horse died there?

Anyway, Thrower got himself together, hitched up his trousers and buttoned them up proper, and they went back into the house. Brother Cavil put Thrower in their guest room, which wasn't all that much used, so there was a cloud of dust when Cavil slapped the blanket. “Should have known the house slaves'd be slacking in this room,” said Brother Cavil.

“No matter,” said Thrower. “On a night this warm, I'll need no blanket.”

On the way down the hall to his own bedroom, Cavil paused a moment to listen for his wife's breathing. As sometimes happened, he could hear her whimpering softly in her bedroom. The pain must be bad indeed. Oh Lord, thought Cavil, how many more times must I do Thy bidding before You'll have mercy and heal my Dolores? But he didn't go in to her– there was nothing he could do to help her, besides prayer, and he'd need his sleep. This had been a late night, and tomorrow had work enough.

Sure enough, Dolores had had a bad night– she was still asleep at breakfast time. So Cavil ended up eating with Thrower. The preacher put away an astonishingly large portion of sausage and grits. When his plate was clean for the third time, he looked at Cavil and smiled. “The Lord's service can give a man quite an appetite!” They both had a good laugh at that.

After breakfast, they walked outside. It happened they went near the woods where Salamandy had been buried. Thrower suggested looking at the grave, or else Cavil probably never would have known what the Blacks did in the night. There were footprints all over the grave itself, which was churned into mud. Now the drying mud was covered with ants.

“Ants!” said Thrower. “They can't possibly smell the body under the ground.”

“No,” said Cavil. “What they're finding is fresher and right on top. Look at that– cut-up entrails.”

“They didn't exhume her body and–”

“Not her guts, Reverend Thrower. Probably a squirrel or blackbird or something. They did a devil sacrifice last night.”