“There’s this hotel patrols stay at—we make it our headquarters when we’re in this area. Nice change from sleeping on the ground. It’ll also be our medicine tent. I’m pretty sure that more patrollers than my partner Saun took blows when we jumped those bandits the other night, so that’s where they’ll be holed up.

They’re used to our ways, there.”

“Will you be there long?”

“Not sure. Chato’s patrol was on their way south over the Grace River to trade for horses when they got waylaid by this trouble, and my patrol was riding a pattern up northeast, when we broke off to come here. Depends on the injured, I suspect.”

She said thoughtfully, “Lakewalkers don’t run the hotel, do they? It’s Glassforge folks, right?”

“Right.”

“What all jobs do they do in a hotel?”

He raised his brows. “Chambermaid, cook, scullion, horse boy, handyman, laundress… lots of things.”

“I could do some of that. Maybe I could get work there.”

Dag tensed. “Did Petti tell you about her cousin?”

“Cousin?” She peered up at him without guile.

Evidently not. “No—never mind. The couple that run the place have owned it for years; it’s built on the site of an old inn, I think, which was his father’s before. Mari would know. It’s brick, three floors high, very fine. They burn brick as well as glass in Glassforge, you know.” She nodded. “I saw some houses in Lumpton Market once, they say were built from Glassforge brick. Must have been quite a job hauling it.”

He shifted a little beneath her. “In any case, there’ll be no work for you till you stop fainting when you jump up. Some days yet, I expect. If you eat up and rest.”

“I suppose,” she said doubtfully. “But I don’t have much money.”

“My patrol will put you up,” he said firmly. “We owe you for a malice, remember.” We owe you for your sacrifice.

“Yes, all right, but I need to look ahead, now I’m on my own. I’m glad I met all those Horsefords. Nice folks. Maybe they’ll introduce me around, help get me a start.”

Would she not go home? Neither the picture of her dragging back to the realm of Stupid Sunny nor the notion of her as a Glassforge chambermaid pleased him much.

“Best see what Mari has to say about that knife, before making plans.”

“Mm.” Her eyes darkened, and she huddled down again.

The peace of the woodland descended again, easing Dag’s spirit. The light and air and solitude, the placid mare moving warmly beneath him, and Fawn curled against him with her ground slowly releasing its accumulation of anguish, put him wholly in a present that required nothing more of him, nor he of it.

Released, for a moment, from an endless chain of duty and task, tautly pulling him into a weary future not chosen, merely accepted.

“How’re you doing?” he murmured into Fawn’s hair. “Pain?”

“No worse than when I was sitting up at breakfast, anyhow. Better than last night. This is all right.”

“Good.”

“Dag…” She hesitated.

“Mm?”

“What do Lakewalker women do who get in a fix like mine?”

The question baffled him. “Which fix?”

She gave a small snort. “I suppose I have been collecting troubles, lately. A

baby and no husband was the one I was thinking of. Grass widowhood.”

He could sense the grating of grief and guilt through her with that reminder.

“It doesn’t exactly work like that, for us.”

She frowned. “Are young Lakewalkers all really, really… um… virtuous?”

He laughed softly. “No, if by virtuous you just mean keeping their trousers buttoned. Other virtues are more in demand. But young is young, farmer or Lakewalker. Pretty much everyone goes through an awkward period of fumbling around finding things out.”

“You said a woman invites a man to her tent.”

“If he’s a lucky man.”

“Then how do…” She trailed off in confusion.

He finally figured out what she was asking. “Oh. It’s our grounds, again. The time of the month when a woman can conceive shows as a beautiful pattern in her ground. If the time and place are wrong for a child, she and her man just pleasure each other in ways that don’t lead to children.”

Fawn’s silence following this extended for a quite a long time. Then she said,

“What?”

“Which what?”

“How do people… people can do that? How?”

Dag swallowed uneasily. How much could this girl not know? By the evidence so far, quite a lot, he reflected ruefully. How far back did he need to begin?

“Well—hands, for one.”

“Hands?”

“Touching each other, till they trade release. Tongues and mouths and other things, too.”

She blinked. “Release?”

“Touch each other as you’d touch yourself, only with a better angle and company and, well, just better all around. Less… lonely.”

Her face screwed up. “Oh. Boys do that, I know. I guess girls could do it for them, too. Do they like it?”

“Um… generally,” he said cautiously. This unexpected turn of the conversation sped his mind, and his body was following fast. Calm yourself, old patroller.

Fortunately, she could not sense the heated ripple in him. “Girls like it, too.

In my experience.”

Another long, digestive silence. “Is this some Lakewalker lady thing? Magic?”

“There are tricks you can do with your grounds to make it better, but no.

Lakewalker ladies and farmer girls are equally magical in this. Anyway, farmers have grounds too, they just can’t sense them.” Absent gods be thanked.

Her expression now was intensely cogitative, and a stuttering swirl of arousal had started in her as well. It wasn’t, he realized suddenly, just her hurts that blocked its flow. Something that half-blood woman at Tripoint had once told him, that he’d scarcely believed, came back to him now: that some farmer women never learned how to pleasure themselves, or to find release. She’d laughed at his expression. Come, come, Dag. Boys practically trip over their own parts.

Women’s are all tucked neatly up inside. They can be just as tricky for us as for the farmer boys to find. Many’s the farmwife has me to thank for providing her man with the treasure map, scandalized as she’d be to learn it. Since he’d had much to thank her for as well, he’d set about it, dismissing the ineptness of farm boys from his mind and, in a short time, from hers.

That had been a long time ago…

“What other things?” Fawn said.

“Beg pardon?”

“Besides hands and tongues and mouths.”

“Just… don’t… not… never mind.” And now his arousal had grown to serious physical discomfort. Atop a horse, of all things. There were many things not to try on a horse, even one as good-natured as this mare. He couldn’t avoid remembering several of them, which didn’t help.

Spark couldn’t sense his ground. He could stand in front of her rigid with mind-numbing lust, and as long as he kept his trousers on, she wouldn’t know.

And considering all her recent disastrous experiences, she oughtn’t to know.

Bad if she laughed… no, upon reflection, good if she laughed. Bad if she was disgusted or horrified or frightened, taking him for another lout like Stupid Sunny or that poor fool he’d shot in the backside. If it grew too excruciating, he could slip off the horse and disappear into the woods for a spell, pretending to be answering a call of nature. Which he would be; no lie there. Stop it.

You did this to yourself. Suffer in silence. Think of something else. You can control your body. She can’t tell.

She sighed, rustled about, and gazed up into his face. “Your eyes change color with the light,” she observed in a tone of new interest. “In the sun they’re all bright gold like coins. In the shade they go brown like clear spice tea. In the night, they’re black like deep pools.” She added after a moment, “They’re really dark right now.”

“Mm,” said Dag. Every breath brought her heady scent to his mouth, to his mind.