"This hasn't been a very good day," she said.
"Well, now, Denesa, there's no way it could have been." Marino sat in a wing chair and gave her his full attention.
"Did you come here to tell me what you found?" she asked, and I realized she was referring to the exhumation.
"We still have a lot of tests to conduct," I told her.
"Then you didn't find anything that will catch that man." She spoke with quiet despair.
"Doctors always talk about tests when they don't know anything. I've learned that much after all I've been through."
"These things take time, Mrs. Steiner."
"Listen," Marino said to her.
"I really am sorry to bother you, Denesa, but we've got to ask you a few more questions. The Doc here wants to ask you some." She looked at me and rocked.
"Mrs. Steiner, there was a gift-wrapped package in Emily's casket that the funeral director says you wanted buried with her," I said.
"Oh, you're talking about Socks," she said matter- of-factly.
"Socks?" I asked.
"She was a stray kitten who started coming around here. I guess that would have been a month or so ago. And of course Emily was such a sensitive thing she started feeding it and that was it. She did love that little cat." She smiled as her eyes teared up.
"She called her Socks because she was pure black except for these perfect white paws." She held out her hands, splaying her fingers.
"It looked like she had socks on."
"How did Socks die?" I carefully asked.
"I don't really know." She pulled tissues from a pocket and dabbed her eyes.
"I found her one morning out in front. This was right after Emily… I just assumed the poor little thing died of a broken heart." She covered her mouth with the tissues and sobbed.
"I'm going to get you something to drink." Marino got up and left the room. His obvious familiarity with both the house and its owner struck me as extremely unusual, and my uneasiness grew.
"Mrs. Steiner," I said gently, leaning forward on the couch.
"Emily's kitten did not die of a broken heart. It died of a broken neck." She lowered her hands and took a deep, shaky breath. Her eyes were red-rimmed and wide as they fixed on me.
"What do you mean?"
"The cat died violently."
"Well, I guess it got hit by a car. That's such a pity. I told Emily I was afraid of that."
"It wasn't hit by a car."
"Do you suppose one of the dogs around here got it?"
"No," I said as Marino returned with what looked like a glass of white wine.
"The kitten was killed by a person. Deliberately."
"How could you know such a thing as that?" She looked terrified, and her hands trembled as she took the wine and set it on the table next to her chair.
"There were physical findings that make it clear the cat's neck was wrung," I continued to explain very calmly.
"And I know it's awful for you to hear details like this, Mrs. Steiner, but you must know the truth if you are to help us find the person responsible."
"You got any idea who might have done something like that to your little girl's kitten?" Marino sat back down and leaned forward again, forearms resting on his knees, as if he wanted to assure her that she could depend on and feel safe with him. She silently struggled for composure. Reaching for her wine, she took several unsteady sips.
"I do know I've gotten some calls." She took a deep breath.
"You know, my fingernails are blue. I'm such a wreck." She held out a hand.
"I can't settle down. I can't sleep. I don't know what to do." She dissolved into tears again.
"Denesa, it's all right," Marino said kindly.
"You just take your time. We're not going anywhere. Now tell me about the phone calls." She wiped her eyes and went on.
"It's been men mostly. Maybe one woman who said if I'd kept my eye on my little girl like a good mother, this wouldn't have… But one sounded young, like a boy playing pranks. He said something. You know. Like he'd seen Emily riding her bike. This was after. So it couldn't have been. But this other one, he was older. He said he wasn't finished. " She drank more wine.
"He wasn't finished?" I asked.
"Did he say anything else?"
"I don't remember." She shut her eyes.
"When was this?" Marino asked.
"Right after she was found. Found by the lake." She reached for her wine again and knocked it over.
"I'll get that." Marino abruptly got up.
"I need to smoke."
"Do you know what he meant?" I asked her.
"I knew he was referring to what happened. To who did this to her. I felt he was saying it wasn't the end of bad things. And I guess it was a day later I found Socks."
"Captain, maybe you could fix me some toast with peanut butter or cheese. I feel like my blood sugar's getting low," said Mrs. Steiner, who seemed oblivious to the glass on its side and the puddle of wine on the table by her chair. He left the room again.
"When the man broke into your house and abducted your daughter," I said, "did he speak to you at all?"
"He said if I didn't do exactly what he said, he'd kill me."
"So you heard his voice." She nodded as she rocked, her eyes not leaving me.
"Did it sound like the voice on the phone that you were just telling us about?"
"I don't know. It might have. But it's hard to say."
"Mrs. Steiner…?"
"You can call me Denesa." Her stare was intense.
"What else do you remember about him, the man who came into your house and taped you up?"
"You're wondering if he might be that man in Virginia who killed the little boy." I said nothing.
"I remember seeing pictures of the little boy and his family in People magazine. I remember thinking back then how awful it was, that I couldn't imagine being his mother. It was bad enough when Mary Jo died. I never thought I'd get past that."
"Is Mary Jo the child you lost to SIDS?" Interest sparked beneath her dark pain, as if she were impressed or curious that I would know this detail.
"She died in my bed. I woke up and she was next to Chuck, dead."
"Chuck was your husband?"
"At first I was afraid he might have accidentally rolled on top of her during the night and smothered her. But they said no. They said it was SIDS."
"How old was Mary Jo?" I asked.
"She'd just had her first birthday." She blinked back tears.
"Had Emily been born yet?"
"She came a year later, and I just knew the same thing was going to happen to her. She was so colicky. So frail. And the doctors were afraid she might have apnea, so I had to constantly check on her in her sleep. To make sure she was breathing. I remember walking around like a zombie because I never had a night's sleep. Up and down all night, night after night. Living with that horrible fear." She closed her eyes for a moment and rocked, brow furrowed by grief, hands clenching armrests. It occurred to me that Marino did not want to hear me question Mrs. Steiner because of his anger, and that was why he was out of the room so much. I knew then his emotions had wrestled him into the ropes. I feared he would no longer be effective in this case. Mrs. Steiner opened her eyes and they went straight to mine.
"He's killed a lot of people and now he's here," she said.
"Who?" I was confused by what I had been thinking.
"Temple Gault."
"We don't know for a fact he's here," I said.
"I know he is."
"How do you know that?"
"Because of what was done to my Emily. It's the same thing." A tear slid down her cheek.
"You know, I guess I should be afraid he'll get me next. But I don't care. What do I have left?"
"I'm very sorry," I said as kindly as I could.
"Can you tell me anything more about that Sunday? The Sunday of October first?"
"We went to church in the morning like we always did. And Sunday school. We ate lunch, then Emily was in her room. She was practicing guitar some of the time. I didn't see her much, really." She stared the wide stare of remembering.