"Yes. I'm going to call him as soon as I go back upstairs."
"I assume you know him, then."
"Oh, sure." She laughed.
"There are only fifty of us. We have no one to talk to but each other." That night I took Lucy to La Petite France, where I surrendered to Chef Paul, who sentenced us to languid hours of fruit-marinated lamb kabobs and a bottle of 1986 Chateau Gruaud Larose. I promised her crema di cioccolata eletta when we got home, a lovely chocolate mousse with pistachio and mars ala that I kept in the freezer for culinary emergencies. But before that we drove to Shocko Bottom and walked along cobblestones beneath lamplight in a part of the city that not so long ago I would not have ventured near. We were close to the river, and the sky was midnight blue with stars flung wide. I thought of Benton and then I thought of Marino for very different reasons.
"Aunt Kay," Lucy said as we entered Chetti's for cappuccino, "can I get a lawyer?"
"For what purpose?" I asked, although I knew.
"Even if the FBI can't prove what they're saying I did, they'll still slam me for the rest of my life." Pain could not hide behind her steady voice.
"Tell me what you want."
"A big gun."
"I'll find you one," I said.
I did not return to North Carolina on Monday as I had planned but flew to Washington instead. There were rounds to make at FBI headquarters, but more than anything I needed to see an old friend. Senator Frank Lord and I had attended the same Catholic high school in Miami, although not at the same time. He was quite a lot older than I, and our friendship did not begin until I was working for the Dade County Medical Examiner's Office and he was the district attorney. When he became governor, then senator, I was long gone from the southern city of my birth. He and I did not become reconnected until he was appointed chairman of the Senate Judiciary Committee. Lord had asked me to be an adviser as he fought to pass the most formidable crime bill in the history of the nation, and I had solicited his help, too. Unbeknownst to Lucy, he had been her patron saint, for without his intervention, she probably would not have been granted either permission or academic credit for her internship this fall. I wasn't certain how to tell him the news. At almost noon, I waited for him on a polished cotton couch in a parlor with rich red walls and Persian rugs and a splendid crystal chandelier. Outside, voices carried along the marble corridor, and an occasional tourist peeked through the doorway in hopes of catching a glimpse of a politician or some other important person inside the Senate dining room. Lord arrived on time and full of energy, and gave me a quick, stiff hug. He was a kind, unassuming man shy about showing affection.
"I got lipstick on your face." I wiped a smudge off his jaw.
"Oh, you should leave it so my colleagues have something to talk about."
"I suspect they have plenty to talk about anyway."
"Kay, it's wonderful to see you," he said, escorting me into the dining room.
"You may not think it's so wonderful," I said.
"Of course I will." We picked a table before a stained-glass window of George Washington on a horse, and I did not look at the menu because it never changed.
Senator Lord was a distinguished man with thick gray hair and deep blue eyes. He was quite tall and lean, and had a penchant for elegant silk ties and old-fashioned finery such as vests, cuff links, pocket watches and stickpins.
"What brings you to D.C.?" he asked, placing his linen napkin in his lap.
"I have evidence to discuss at the FBI labs," I said. He nodded.
"You're working on that awful case in North Carolina."
"Yes."
"That psycho must be stopped. Do you think he's there?"
"I don't know."
"Because I'm just wondering why he would be," Lord went on.
"It would seem he would have moved on to another place where he could lay low for a while. Well, I suppose logic has little to do with the decisions these evil people make."
"Frank," I said, "Lucy's in a lot of trouble."
"I can tell something's wrong," he said matter-of factly
"I see it in your face." He listened to me for half an hour as I told him everything, and I was so grateful for his patience. I knew he had to vote several times that day and that many people wanted slivers of his time.
"You're a good man," I said with feeling.
"And I have let you down. I asked you for a favor, which is something I almost never do, and the situation has ended in disgrace. "
"Did she do it?" he asked, and he had scarcely touched his grilled vegetables.
"I don't know," I replied.
"The evidence is incriminating." I cleared my throat.
"She says she didn't do it."
"Has she always told you the truth?"
"I thought so. But I've also been discovering of late that there are many important facets to her that she has not told me."
"Have you asked?"
"She's made it clear that some things aren't my business. And I shouldn't judge."
"If you're afraid of being judgmental, Kay, then you probably already are. And Lucy would sense this no matter what you say or don't say."
"I've never enjoyed being the one who criticizes and corrects her," I said, depressed.
"But her mother, Dorothy, who is my only sibling, is too male dependent and self-centered to deal with the reality of a daughter."
"And now Lucy is in trouble, and you are wondering how much of it is your fault."
"I'm not conscious of wondering that."
"We rarely are conscious of those primitive anxieties that creep out from under reason. And the only way to banish them is to rum on all the lights. Do you think you're strong enough to do that?"
"Yes."
"Let me remind you that if you ask, you also must be able to live with the answers."
"I know."
"Let's just suppose for a moment that Lucy's innocent," said Senator Lord.
"Then what?" I asked.
"If Lucy didn't violate security, obviously someone else did. My question is why?"
"My question is how," I said. He gestured for the waitress to bring coffee.
"What we really must determine is motive. And what would Lucy's motive be? What would anybody's motive be?" Money was the easy answer, but I did not think that was it and told him so.
"Money is power, Kay, and everything is about power. We fallen creatures can never get enough of it."
"Yes, the forbidden fruit."
"Of course. All crime stems from it," he said.
"Every day that tragic truth is carried in on a stretcher," I agreed.
"Which tells you what about the problem at hand?" He stirred sugar into his coffee.
"It tells me motive."
"Well, of course. Power, that's it. Please, what would you like me to do?" my old friend asked.
"Lucy will not be charged with any crime unless it is proven that she stole from ERF. But as we speak, her future is ruined-at least in terms of a career in law enforcement or any other one that might involve a background investigation."
"Have they proven that she was the one who got in at three in the morning?"
"They have as much proof as they need, Frank. And that's the problem.
I'm not certain how hard they'll work to clear her name, if she is innocent.
"If?"
"I'm trying to keep an open mind." I reached for my coffee and decided that the last thing I needed was more physical stimulation. My heart was racing and I could not keep my hands still.
"I can talk to the director," Lord said.
"All I want is someone behind the scenes making sure this thing is thoroughly investigated. With Lucy gone, they may not think it matters, especially since there is so much else to cope with. And she's just a college student, for God's sake. So why should they care?"
"I would hope the Bureau would care more than that," he said, his mouth grim.