“It hasn’t escaped my notice that Daladier brought von Ribbentrop here to sign a friendship pact. And do you know that only the quote-unquote Aryan cabinet ministers were invited to Bonnet’s banquet afterward? Can you guess who wasn’t invited? Jean Zay. Georges Mandel. Jews, both.”
“I heard about that dinner, and who was and wasn’t there. It’s not as simple as you make it out to be. More than a few who were asked declined in protest.”
“But Zay and Mandel weren’t asked. That’s my point.” He opened his box and took out a pencil and the sharpening knife. “With due respect,” he said, “it’s easy for you to talk about this in the abstract. Those aren’t your people at the school gate.”
“They’re people,” Vago said. “That’s enough. It’s a stain upon humanity, this Jew-hating dressed up as nationalism. It’s a sickness. I’ve thought about it every day since those little fascists attacked Polaner.”
“And this is what you’ve concluded?” Andras said. “That we should put our heads down and keep working?”
“Polaner did,” Vago said. “So should you.”
…
18 March 1939
Konyár
My dear Andras,
You can imagine how your mother and I feel about the fate of Czechoslovakia. The rape of the Sudetenland was injury enough. But to see Hitler strip away Slovakia, and then march into Prague unchecked! Those streets where I spent my student days, now filled with Nazi soldiers! Perhaps I was naïve to expect otherwise. Once Slovakia was gone, the country Britain and France agreed to protect had ceased to exist. But one feels as though this string of outrages cannot go on indefinitely. It has to stop, or must be stopped.
There has been much right-wing rejoicing here, of course, about the return of Ruthenia to Hungary. What was stolen from us is ours again, and so on. You know I am a veteran of the Great War and have some sense of national pride. But we know by now what is beneath the flag-wavers’ desire for vindication.
All this bad news notwithstanding, your mother and I agree with Professor Vago. You must not allow recent events to distract you from your studies. You must stay in school. If you’re to be married you must have a trade. You’ve done well so far and will make a fine architect. And perhaps France will be a safer place for you than Hungary. In any case, I will be angry indeed if you throw away what’s been given to you. A chance like that comes only once.
How stern I sound. You know I send my love. I’ve enclosed a letter from your mother.
APA
Dear Andráska,
Listen to your apa! And keep warm. You’ve always been prone to fevers in March. And send me the photograph of your Klara. You made a promise. I will hold you to it.
Love,
ANYA
Each letter with its payload of news and love, each with its reminder of his parents’ mortality. The fact that they had survived two more winters in Konyár without illness or injury hardly helped to assuage his worry; every winter would carry greater danger. He thought about them constantly as the bad news poured in, a deluge of it all spring. In late March the bloody horror of the Spanish Civil War drew to a close; the Republican army surrendered on the morning of the twenty-ninth, and Franco’s troops entered the capital. It was the beginning of the dictatorship foreseen by Hitler and Mussolini, he knew-the very reason they had poured their armaments and troops into the blast furnace of that war. He wondered if those two victories-the splintering of Czechoslovakia and the triumph of Franco in Spain-were what gave Hitler the courage to defy the American president in April. All the papers carried the story: On the fifteenth, Roosevelt had sent Hitler a telegram demanding assurance that Germany would not attack or invade any of a list of thirty-one independent states for at least ten years-including Poland, across which Hitler had proposed a highway and rail corridor to link Germany with East Prussia. After two weeks’ stalling, Hitler responded. In a speech at the Reichstag he denounced Germany’s naval accord with England, tore up the German-Polish Non-Aggression Pact, and ridiculed Roosevelt’s telegram in every detail. He finished by accusing Roosevelt of meddling in international affairs while he, Hitler, concerned himself only with the fate of his own small nation, which he had already rescued from the ignominy and ruin of 1919.
Debate raged in the halls of the École Spéciale. Rosen wasn’t the only one who believed that Europe was certain to go to war. Ben Yakov wasn’t the only one who argued that war might still be averted. Everyone had an opinion. Andras held with Rosen-he couldn’t see any other way out of the web into which Europe had fallen. As he and Polaner bent over their plans, he found himself thinking of his father’s stories of the Great War-the stench and the bloodshed of combat, the nightmare of planes that rained bullets and fire upon the foot soldiers, the confusion and hunger and filth of the trenches, the surprise of escaping with one’s own life. If there were a war, he would fight. Not for his own country; Hungary would fight alongside Germany, its ally, who had given it not only Ruthenia but also the Upper Province, which it had lost at Trianon. No: If there were a war, Andras would join the Foreign Legion and fight for France. He imagined appearing before Klara in the full glory of a dress uniform, a sword at his waist, the buttons of his coat polished to a painful sheen. She would beg him not to go to war, and he would insist that he must go-that he must protect the ideals of France, the city of Paris, and Klara herself within it.
But in May, two unexpected events served to blot out his awareness of the approaching conflict. The first was a tragedy: Ben Yakov’s bride lost the baby she’d been carrying for five months. It was Klara who went to tend her at Ben Yakov’s apartment, Klara who sent for the doctor when she found Ilana bleeding and wild with fever. At the hospital, in a long linoleum-tiled corridor decorated with lithographs of French doctors, Klara and Andras waited with Ben Yakov while a surgeon emptied Ilana’s womb. Ben Yakov sat in stunned silence, still wearing his pajama shirt. Andras knew he believed this to be his fault. He hadn’t wanted the child. He’d confessed it just a week earlier, late at night in the studio, as they sat working on a problem set for their statics class. “I’m not equal to it,” he’d said, laying his six-sided pencil on the lip of the desk. “I can’t be a father. I can’t support a child. There’s no money. And the world’s falling apart. What if I have to go off and fight a war?”
Andras had thought then of Klara’s womb, that sacred inward space they’d taken pains to keep empty. He’d had to force himself to make an empathetic reply. What he’d wanted to ask was why Ben Yakov had married Ilana di Sabato if he hadn’t wanted a child. Now the subject seemed to hover in the antiseptic air of the corridor: Ben Yakov had wished the child gone, and it was gone.
Outside the hospital windows, the eastern margin of the sky had turned blue with the coming morning. Klara was exhausted, Andras knew: Her spine, usually held so straight, had begun to droop with fatigue. He told her to go home, promised he’d come to see her after they talked to the doctor. He insisted: She had a class to teach that morning at nine. She protested, saying she was willing to stay as long as it took, but in the end he persuaded her to go home and sleep. She said goodbye to Ben Yakov, and he thanked her for having known what to do. They both watched her walk off down the hall, her shoes ticking out their quiet rhythm against the linoleum.
“She knows,” Ben Yakov said, once Klara had disappeared around the corner.
“Knows what?”
“She knows how I felt about the baby.”
“What makes you say that?”
“She would hardly look at me.”
“You’re imagining things,” Andras said. “I know she thinks well of you.”