‘Daddy and me,’ she corrects automatically.
Her husband doesn’t say anything, just looks down indulgently at her.
‘What are the two of you doing?’
‘We’re looking at bird’s eggs, but we’re not allowed to touch them.’
‘That’s it,’ her husband says and puts the boy on the ground. Then he turns around fully to look at her. ‘Hey, gorgeous,’ he says to her.
‘You have no idea how often I dreamed of this day,’ she says.
‘Look, Daddy. I found a beetle,’ the boy cries and holds out his cupped palms.
‘Be careful, Sorab,’ his father warns. ‘You don’t want to kill it. Even the lowly beetle’s life is precious to it.’
The woman raises her eyebrow. ‘Don’t you think it's a bit early for philosophy lessons?’
‘No,’ says the man. ‘It’s never too early for him to learn wrong from right.’
‘But Mummy kills ants all the time,’ the boy says.
‘Well,’ sighs the man. ‘Mummy only kills them when they come into the house and make a nuisance of themselves.’
The boy opens his hand and the beetle flies out of it. He begins to run after it and the man turns to his woman.
‘Do you ever miss that other life, Blake?’
‘Never,’ he states emphatically.
‘Nothing at all?’
He lays his hand on his wife’s belly and spreads his fingers out. ‘You are more beautiful to me today than ever.’
‘Answer the question,’ she teases.
He looks into her eyes and makes a mental note of their color, how it has deepened with her pregnancy. ‘Oh Lana, Lana, Lana,’ he sighs softly. ‘When I met you, my heart was a blank canvas. Now, it is a kaleidoscope of color, rich and eternal.’
She smiles and lets his words warm her insides.
This is just the beginning…
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POV
Blake Law Barrington
When Lana Returned Home After Kissing Jack
She opens the front door of the apartment and finds me standing in the corridor. She stops and stares at me. I know her so well I can almost read her thoughts. Why is he home? Why is he looking at me like that? It’s a funny thing, but that look of surprise—For fuck’s sake, she has no idea at all what she is doing to me—totally flips my switch. And I start to move. Without thinking.
Without control!
In a flash, I have crossed the room and closed the door. I watch myself bend my head to kiss her and then rear back as if burned. Fuck her. She really does carry his scent, too. I want to strangle him. How dare he? How dare she? My eyes blaze into hers. She looks at me as if I am a maniac. Then I really lose it. Things happen so fast it’s a blur. I grab her by the upper arms and the next moment I have lifted her off the ground and she is lying dazed. Yup, flat on her back with me crouching over her like a fucking beast. I pull her skirt up and tear her underwear with my bare hands. Then I grab her legs by the kneecaps and open them wide. I jerk my face between her legs, and like a dog I sniff her pussy. The scent is sweet and familiar. My first reaction is to lick her and fucking take her right there. Stamp her with the scent of my possession. But I realize that I am holding onto legs that have been shocked into total stillness.
When I raise my head and look at her she is staring at me, speechless with disbelief and horror. Suddenly she seems to find her strength, and raising herself on her elbows, she stamps her feet on the carpet and pushes hard and away from me. I grab her foot and she kicks out with the other. I grab that one too and pull her toward me. She slides helplessly along the carpet, like a rag doll toward me. Her hands flail.
‘Don’t,’ I growl. ‘I smelt a man on you.’
She stops fighting. When her face is very close to mine she closes her eyes. ‘I kissed Jack.’
That cuts me. I take a sharp breath. ‘Why?’
She opens her eyes and stares at me. ‘Because he is leaving for a war-torn country. Because I may never see him again. Because he asked me and he has never asked me for anything before,’ she sobs. Tears flow freely. I have never been able to resist her tears.
I scoop her up in my arms ‘Shh… I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to frighten you,’ I croon.
But I cannot make her stop. The tears run quickly down her temples.
‘Please don’t cry. You didn’t do anything wrong. I just can’t bear thinking of you with anyone else. I don’t even want you in the same room with other men,’ I confess.
‘What is happening to us, Blake?’ she whispers. She sounds scared. I have frightened her with my aggression.
‘Nothing is happening to us. I just lost my head for a moment. I didn’t think. It was pure instinct.’
‘What’s going to happen when the forty-two days are up, Blake?’
Not that again. I can’t tell her anything. Even what I have just done is incriminating. He will know when he sees the tapes that she is special. He will see me lose control. I will simply have to be more careful from now on.
‘I don’t know,’ I tell her, ‘but will you trust me that everything I do is in your best interests?’
‘And what is in my best interests, Blake?’
I can see that it is tearing her up inside. My heart feels heavy. How I wish I could tell her? But I can’t. Too risky. Strange, how much I want to tell her. I’ve never wanted to make another human being happy before. ‘In thirty-one days you will know.’
Gently, I start kissing her eyelids, her cheeks that still smell of him and her mouth. I kiss her hard, force her lips open and thrust my tongue into her mouth, making her suck my tongue. Possessively, staking claim on what is mine, erasing the mark, even the memory of his mouth. My hands unbutton her blouse, cup her breasts. She lets me lift her so I can undo her bra clasp. I pull the blouse out of her skirt. It slips easily from her shoulders. The skirt follows.
I claim her on the floor beside the front door.
To anyone watching or listening let it be known: this is my woman.
Hey you awesome people,
Sadly, we have reached the end of the Lana and Blake story. When I began this journey back in the autumn of 2013, I had no idea where it might lead, not even if I would still be writing books one year on.
It was always my hope that my readers would find the characters of Lana and Blake endearing, but never did I imagine they would have such a strong connection with you. I am truly humbled by your loyalty to this series and for all your reviews, emails, and words of encouragement thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are like my dear friends now and for you I am writing something new.
Below are my forthcoming releases. Until the back of the next book I wish your life to be filled with great stories and unforgettable characters.
Big, big kiss to all...
Georgia
One
Billie Black
‘Fucking kids,’ I swear and bury my head under the pillow, but the irritating ringing of the doorbell continues mercilessly. The desire to go out and throttle them is so strong it makes me grit my teeth.
I pull myself out from under my pillow abruptly with a frown. Hang on a minute. I no longer live in the poor end of Kilburn, and there are no kids roaming the corridors annoying people on Sundays here. Also, I have no debts left so it can’t be debt collectors either. Not that those lazy fuckers will work on Sundays.
I get out of bed and, walking barefoot to the front door, curiously put my eye to the spy hole.