Gunnar rode off with his betrothed sitting in the saddle in front of him and with his arms around her waist, for as things now stood they still had the strong stallion and there was no reason to walk. He breathed in great gulps of autumn air and he thought it had never smelled freer or more lovely. He rode with his wife-to-be in his arms, feeling the warmth of her body and her pounding heart against his forearm. Together they repeated over and over God's own words about their victorious love.

Darkness fell rapidly that day, and the weather changed to storm. It was impossible to have a conversation outdoors, and they had been told that they could have the parlatorium next to the chapter hall to themselves. As Arn, his cloak flapping in the wind, hurried along the arcade to the meeting, he prayed that Gunvor and Gunnar might be well protected on their way home in the first storm of autumn, protected by more than the love that warmed them. Although he also thought that their love was probably strong enough to protect them against all winds, the winds of life as well as the storm that was on its way.

   Brother Guilbert was already waiting in the parlatorium, thoroughly scrubbed and with his hair still wet, when Arn came in. The three candles that were lit flickered a little as he quickly opened and closed the door. They first said Pater Noster together and then a silent prayer for themselves as they faced what now had to be told.

   When Brother Guilbert finally looked up after his prayers, his gaze was filled with love for his disciple, but also with an unfamiliar sadness that Arn had glimpsed only a few times before.

   "As a brother in this order, my name is Guilbert de Beaune, as you well know," Brother Guilbert slowly began. "But that was also my name in another order which is closely akin to ours; one could call it our armed sister order, which also has the same spiritual father as we do, and you know who that is."

   "Holy Saint Bernard de Clairvaux," said Arn, clasping his hands in front of him on the heavy oak table and bowing his head to show that now he would listen without saying anything himself.

   "True, he and none other," Brother Guilbert went on, taking a deep breath. "He was also the one who created the Holy Army of God, the Order of the Knights Templar, in which I fought for God's cause for twelve long years. I was a soldier in Outremer for twelve years, and I have faced more than a thousand men in battle—good men and bad, courageous and cowardly, skilled and untrained—and none has ever defeated me. As you quite well realize, there is a theological side to this matter too; it is not merely a matter of knowing how to use your hands and feet. But I'll skip over that aspect for now. The fact is that I never met my match with sword or lance, not even on horseback, and I say this not to boast, because you know that none of us in the cloister would do that. I say it because it's true, and so that you will understand from whom you have learned the art of using the sword, lance, shield, bow, and perhaps most important of all, the horse. Before I go on I have to ask you a question out of sheer curiosity. Did this really never occur to you?"

   "No-o," said Arn uncertainly, at the same time bewildered that for all these years and as long as he could remember he had crossed swords with a divinely blessed master. "No, at least not at first, because it was just you and I. But afterwards when I thought about the men who tried to kill me, and the childish and clumsy way they handled their swords, then I began to wonder about things. There was all the difference in the world between them and you, dear Brother Guilbert."

   "Well, let's stop there and talk a bit about that. It's not dangerous; in fact I think it's good for you," Brother Guilbert continued as if changing the subject, having said what he wanted to say. "If I understood all this correctly, a man came at you at an angle from behind and took aim at your head, is that right?"

   "Yes, I think so," said Arn, squirming a bit. He didn't like the turn the conversation was taking.

   "You ducked, of course, and changed your sword to your other hand at the same time. The man facing you dropped his guard because he wasn't looking at your sword but at your head, which he thought would fall to the ground. You saw the opening and struck at once. But at the same time you instinctively knew that you should turn around fast and step to the side so you wouldn't have the second man on you again. And so you did. The second man managed to raise his sword but now had to shift his weight to the other foot, and you saw the opening at his midriff between his elbow and his bent knee and struck again. That's how it happened, all faster than you or anyone else could imagine. Am I right?"

   Brother Guilbert had spoken with his eyes closed, concentrating hard, as if he were picturing it all again in his mind's eye.

   "Yes, that's exactly right," replied Arn, shamefaced. "But I—"

   "Stop!" Brother Guilbert interrupted, holding up his hand. "Don't apologize any more for what you did; you already have been given absolution. But now, back to what Father Henri ordered me to explain to you. It wouldn't have made any difference if there had been three or four of those peasant louts, you could have killed them all. I honestly don't think that your equal with a sword exists out there, at least not in this country. But imagine if you and I were really to fight to the death. What do you think would happen then?"

   "Before I had a chance to blink twice you would strike me down . . . or maybe before I could blink three times," replied Arn in bewilderment. He couldn't imagine such an unlikely scenario.

   "Not at all!" snorted Brother Guilbert. "Of course I don't mean that we should practice, which is what we've always done with me giving the commands and you obeying them. But what if you could think for yourself and were forced to do it, how would you attack me?"

   "I can't think such sinful thoughts. I would never be able to raise a weapon in malice against the one I love," said Arn in shame, as if that thought had just occurred to him.

   "I'm ordering you to think of this; we're dealing with theory, and that's nothing to balk at. So, how would you attack me in theory?"

   "I probably wouldn't go straight for you," Arn began hesitantly, thinking a moment before he obediently continued wrestling with the problem. "If I went straight for you, your strength and reach would quickly prove decisive. I would have to keep my distance, circle around you, wait and wait until—"

   "Yes?" said Brother Guilbert with a little smile. "Until what? "

   "Until . . . an opportunity arose, until you moved so much that your weight and strength were no longer to your advantage. But I would never—"